Tulip's Tantrums

I was going to write this post on the feeling of nothing, however we had an incident over the weekend that has made me feel so many things: anger, sadness, rage, thankfulness. Someone who was close to our family was texting with a mom. He propositioned her for pictures of her young daughter, for money. He says he was drunk but then he says he got hacked. It has stunned and angered all of us.  For me, it really stirred up a lot of feelings in me. This same person tried to assault someone I care deeply about. At the time I threatened him bodily harm. My friend and I talked today, wondering how many other people have been affected. His ex-wife commented that maybe now someone would believe her. Proof he's been like this a long time. Psychology Today writes, "Individuals may become aware of their sexual interest in children around the time of puberty. Pedophilia may be a lifelong condition, but pedophilic disorder includes elements that may change over time (distress, psychos