I've closed my blog for business for a little while. Sometimes I'm not ready to release my thoughts to the world, especially before I've had time to process them. So, for the next little while I will be silent online, keeping my thoughts to myself while writing them for later perusal.
Our 30th was fantastic. All of the kids came for supper on the 24th - the most wonderful gift. We received cards and presents but none so good as the hugs, kisses and sharing. My dad sent us a beautiful bouquet of roses. Darrin sent me a gorgeous mixed flower bouquet. We received many well wishes and felt spoiled the entire day.
I'm currently feeling a little out of sorts. On the high end with the 5 I's in full force. Irritable, impulsive, irrational, impatient and insomniac. Just what everyone wants. I drove my dad to the airport yesterday and I'm pretty sure I scared the hell out of him with my road rage. I just can't tolerate anything right now. While it can seem better than to be in a deep depression, it's equally difficult to deal with. Many people would say to suck it up and get over it (that's something I hear regardless where I am on the spectrum) but this has nothing to do with choice. It has to do with chemical imbalances and how they work on the mind and body. Ah, but that's old news and no one really wants to hear about it. Onward and upward. Yeah, right.
Toodles.
Our 30th was fantastic. All of the kids came for supper on the 24th - the most wonderful gift. We received cards and presents but none so good as the hugs, kisses and sharing. My dad sent us a beautiful bouquet of roses. Darrin sent me a gorgeous mixed flower bouquet. We received many well wishes and felt spoiled the entire day.
I'm currently feeling a little out of sorts. On the high end with the 5 I's in full force. Irritable, impulsive, irrational, impatient and insomniac. Just what everyone wants. I drove my dad to the airport yesterday and I'm pretty sure I scared the hell out of him with my road rage. I just can't tolerate anything right now. While it can seem better than to be in a deep depression, it's equally difficult to deal with. Many people would say to suck it up and get over it (that's something I hear regardless where I am on the spectrum) but this has nothing to do with choice. It has to do with chemical imbalances and how they work on the mind and body. Ah, but that's old news and no one really wants to hear about it. Onward and upward. Yeah, right.
Toodles.
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