Pulled an all nighter. Haven't done one of those in a little while. Spent almost all my time on fb - the mental health group - but also researching more stocks.
Talked with a very special lady earlier. Tammy is my Mimi-in-law. We share the grandbabies. Here is some of what we said:
I haven't even though of that yet, I started my walking again and get anywhere between 5-8 MILES everyday, gotta try and get this weight off before then.lol
I hear you. I know it was bothering you when you left. Have you lost any sizes yet?
It's really bothering me, but I had just got started on track and I broke a couple of toes. So I ate my face off over xmas. And so haven't really lost any sizes yet I don't think, it's a hell of a lot harder to lost it than it was to put on haha
Tell me about it! I met you guys and weight 55 lbs less than now!!! I know it really bothers you sweetie and I wish I could pass along my way of thinking: FUCK IT!! Seriously, I've just got no fucks left to give. I get thin, feel good, people notice, then something happens and I gain weight and I'm embarrassed and people don't know what to say and FUCK!!!!! It just makes me so mad. I fail at everything! I made a resolution that I was NOT going to quit smoking this year. Well guess what??? Haven't smoked since January 1st!!! (reverse psychology)
So theoretically, if I make a resolution to NOT lose any weight, I should be a size 5 by December. LOL
Don't be so hard on yourself. You most certainly do not fail at everything. And congrats on the smoking. That was seriously THE HARDEST thing I've done. I still struggle. So kudos to you girl. My weight issue has nothing to do with what other people thing and everything to do with how I feel. I could give 2 fucks what anyone else thinks. I just really want to be as healthy as I can be, and if I can be a better me, I can be a happier me.
Goo for you that it's for you and no one else. I've only ever heard women talk about wanting to look good for others. Maybe I need to give up the bad thoughts and think like you.
I'm a 52 year old, married 30+ years, woman, why would I care what people think of the way I look? I certainly don't need ooohs and ahhhs. I'm so far past that stage of life. LOL
It passed my by when I was 5.
Roflmao. I hear ya girl lol
Honestly, I just want to get more healthy for Peanut and Bean. Whether it happens remains to be seen.
My thoughts exactly. I wanna be able to run with them, and play frisbee with them, swim with them, chase them, catch them, I want to play ball with them, go bike riding with them, BUT most importantly I wanna be alive to see them graduate, get married and have babies, and for that reason I need to make better health choices. It's really mind over matter, if it matters you won't mind.
Thank you. xo 💗 You said everything my heart needed to hear.
Xoxo. Hope I didn't come off as a psycho. Lol. I'm off to bed now. I try and get up and out the door before 730. Gets hot after that. I do half my walk in the morning and half in late afternoon.
You're never a psycho. You're my Mimi-in-law ... you're mine. 💖
Awww your sweet. Love ya girl. Talk to you soon xoxo
So, that was my Mimi talk. I'm not sure she'll ever know how much her words meant to me tonight. How much I really needed to hear and be reminded of the fact that I'm needed here and I have things to do. Will it last? Who knows. Does it matter? Not right now.
Toodles!
Talked with a very special lady earlier. Tammy is my Mimi-in-law. We share the grandbabies. Here is some of what we said:
I haven't even though of that yet, I started my walking again and get anywhere between 5-8 MILES everyday, gotta try and get this weight off before then.lol
I hear you. I know it was bothering you when you left. Have you lost any sizes yet?
It's really bothering me, but I had just got started on track and I broke a couple of toes. So I ate my face off over xmas. And so haven't really lost any sizes yet I don't think, it's a hell of a lot harder to lost it than it was to put on haha
Tell me about it! I met you guys and weight 55 lbs less than now!!! I know it really bothers you sweetie and I wish I could pass along my way of thinking: FUCK IT!! Seriously, I've just got no fucks left to give. I get thin, feel good, people notice, then something happens and I gain weight and I'm embarrassed and people don't know what to say and FUCK!!!!! It just makes me so mad. I fail at everything! I made a resolution that I was NOT going to quit smoking this year. Well guess what??? Haven't smoked since January 1st!!! (reverse psychology)
So theoretically, if I make a resolution to NOT lose any weight, I should be a size 5 by December. LOL
Don't be so hard on yourself. You most certainly do not fail at everything. And congrats on the smoking. That was seriously THE HARDEST thing I've done. I still struggle. So kudos to you girl. My weight issue has nothing to do with what other people thing and everything to do with how I feel. I could give 2 fucks what anyone else thinks. I just really want to be as healthy as I can be, and if I can be a better me, I can be a happier me.
Goo for you that it's for you and no one else. I've only ever heard women talk about wanting to look good for others. Maybe I need to give up the bad thoughts and think like you.
I'm a 52 year old, married 30+ years, woman, why would I care what people think of the way I look? I certainly don't need ooohs and ahhhs. I'm so far past that stage of life. LOL
It passed my by when I was 5.
Roflmao. I hear ya girl lol
Honestly, I just want to get more healthy for Peanut and Bean. Whether it happens remains to be seen.
My thoughts exactly. I wanna be able to run with them, and play frisbee with them, swim with them, chase them, catch them, I want to play ball with them, go bike riding with them, BUT most importantly I wanna be alive to see them graduate, get married and have babies, and for that reason I need to make better health choices. It's really mind over matter, if it matters you won't mind.
Thank you. xo 💗 You said everything my heart needed to hear.
Xoxo. Hope I didn't come off as a psycho. Lol. I'm off to bed now. I try and get up and out the door before 730. Gets hot after that. I do half my walk in the morning and half in late afternoon.
You're never a psycho. You're my Mimi-in-law ... you're mine. 💖
Awww your sweet. Love ya girl. Talk to you soon xoxo
So, that was my Mimi talk. I'm not sure she'll ever know how much her words meant to me tonight. How much I really needed to hear and be reminded of the fact that I'm needed here and I have things to do. Will it last? Who knows. Does it matter? Not right now.
Toodles!
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